Flowing Thought….
I don’t know. Been running around in circles for long. I don’t know where my expectations will take me. But maybe for now, I won’t settle for less. People do come and go. It’s a bittersweet fact, and yet life remains beautiful. What you always have in the end is you and yourself alone. It doesn’t matter where your decisions had taken you. It’s your own choice to face the consequences of your actions. I don’t know what possible extremes could happen with my life. Hahaha. I feel like laughing. It’s ironic. How can you fathom life that’s so intricately woven? Trying to loosen up all the tangles. And maybe at some point, we’ll realize what should have done, what should have not. I am a bit irate with people who wants everyone to know what’s happening with his life. I told him bluntly that no one would care what his idealogies are, because in the end, he’ll be left alone to appreciate himself. And maybe sometime, I’ll see some of my friends dying. Taking with them all they have worked for six feet under the ground. And someday, I’ll also be in their place inside that ghostly coffin, emotionless. And maybe I’ll be trying to figure out what will become of me, when I am without flesh. When all that I have is my spirit, separated from the materially bound world. And here I am talking without any further thought of what my next sentence should be. Hahaha. Just plain simple. Draining thoughts stucked in my head. I’ve dreamed many times of people trying to get rid of me. Pretty scary! But maybe those gave me a glimpse of what it is like when you’re running for your life. And then I ask my self, what is there to save when you’ll lose everything you have when you reach your ultimate end.
