The Third Time
It was way back high school when I first fell for someone. Loving him for almost four years was not easy. After many times of rejection and his ‘pamumulsa’, he eventually realized that he needed me now. When the time came that I’ve finally forgotten him, he came back and tried to win me. But after more than three years of waiting, I told him it had long been over.
In first year college, I met someone again, and he made me see that I can love again the second time around. Everything was so perfect – he loved me, i loved him. But he cannot take the pressure of keeping up with me. He told me lies just to make me realize that he’s no good to me. Although I appreciate the kind of concern he had for me, it could have been a lot easier for me to move on from the pain if he had been more honest. Now that we are the best friends, promises of us being together again is now gone. It will never be us again.
And now, falling the third time around is a feeling I had long been forgotten. I never thought I could possibly feel it in a person who just used to walk past me every morning; in him who would not care if I walk through the door in late afternoons. Thank you for coming into my life. And after a couple of years of a dead love story, it had started again with you. You’re now mine, I’m yours…
caught in between..
sad.. happy
afraid.. gutsy..
hopeless, confident..
don’t know what i should feel..
caught in between turning points..
SIGHS!!!!
You Came…
I don’t know a bit of you.. Just used to look at you from a distance, and I never cared.
I thought you were just sombody who would just pass by me.
Thought you were just someone who’ll never care if i walk past the door
Thought you’ll just walk ahead of me, and would not care to hold my hand
Thought there was nothing in the way you talk,the way you look at me.
And that was when I started telling myself that I’ll never find what I’m looking for.
Many have liked and loved me, but I can’t find the ONE that I need.
Thought you were just one of them, just one of them that I’ll forget..
But then, turning points do come in the least expected way..
When the day came that I don’t seem to know who I am anymore without you.
I used to live in false hopes..
But you showed me that reality are better than my own dreams..
My reality is better, because you’re here.. With me, in me..
Pissesd
kainis.. I was supposed to be happy because I just received a lot of tasks for my blogs. Last month, I reached page rank of three,, and now, I dropped to zero that fast, I don’t know what the hell wrong with my blogs. AAArrghh!!!!!
